Hello...

Have you ever felt your sorrow in your stomach? Stomach is that part of the body made for the butterflies when you are falling in love. So was mine. Was. I would not say I was madly in love, but I was madly in confusion. Confusion that I thought was love. Confusion that harmed me and took 4 years.

Thanks to Adele today I've found out that my stomach reacts only to the sorrow that her voice associates with. Yes, Adele's voice reminds me the worst times of my life that I would erase with great please without thinking a second. Some say I need to learn dealing with life on my mistakes but there are mistakes I would rather remove than thinking of them as a life experience. they gave me nothing but horrible memories that do not leave me and that I cannot free. Adele's voice called them back but I just can't stop loving her and listening to her new song without a break. Though it hurts..